Faith has played a major part in my life.It forms part of my everyday thoughts and
activities, but it hasn’t always been like that !
I first became
a Christian in 1981and settled into a life full of Christian values and ideals. Yet when my father died in 1987, he died from
complications caused by having a rare genetic form of Alzheimer’s disease (pre senile dementia)
I
grew increasingly discouraged with church life. I was suffering personal doubt ie why was I and my family being persecuted.
There was no one to talk or to share my problems with.
All
I could see was hypocrisy all around me. self centred beliefs and ministers with no real commitment to what they were preaching
from their pulpits.
This went on for nearly 20 years until I was diagnosed after attending my doctors
surgery. He had discovered that I had high blood pressure (240/160) I was literally fit to burst.I was put on immediate
medication to control the blood pressure.
I was sent straight to the Royal Glamorgan Hospital where they discovered I also had high cholesterol
levels I was put on statins to decrease the levels of cholesterol in my body.
Only two weeks later I was back in hospital having suffered a major stroke. (on the 19th April
2003) the doctors conducted a cat scan and found the remains of 3 clots on the brain.
As I lay in bed at night the image that I remembered from my time long since passed entered my
mind, it would not leave me rest.
It was of a poster that I had seen years earlier. It was one of a beach scene at high tide there
was no one on the beach yet a single set of footprints were all that disturbed its glistening sands.
A voice inside my mind told reminded me of its meaning when there was only one set of footprints
that you saw, it was then that I was carrying you.
IT WAS THEN THAT MY FAITH BEGAN TO BE REIGNITED
I waited patiently for results of genetic testing that would prove beyond a doubt God was working quitely
in the background to help me through this ordeal.
Three years later I got the results back and guess what?
Remarkably I was informed that the tests came back as negative,
My chances of succumbing to Alzheimer’s disease was the same as the general population. Even
though I looked the spit of my father, shared the same characteristics and genes the chain had finally been broken. 20
years of worry switched for a second chance at life.
Now I have discovered that the small scars left by the strokes may have been vascular dimentia and that
the earlier intervention all be it 2 weeks probably saved my life.
Positive thinking can alter a persons lifestyle as well as outlook on life. I truly do believe
this. It is a belief that has seen me through the worst days of my life. Where there was nothing but dispair and anguish I
was able to find hope and encouragment in order to carry on.
Now you can believe my story or disbelieve the choice is always yours to make. The facts are there in
the doctors notes.
Call it a great big series of coincidences,call it Hocus pocus or a show of great healing power of
the mind and spirit it is up to you. My faith is a personal matter that I share with a select few.
For reasons that I would not wish to go into except to say that the power of belief and faith transcends
all religions I believe there is only one God full stop. It doesn’t matter to me if your of Christian faith or of Muslim
faith, be it catholic, Jewish, Buddhist, Hindu or Eskimo. If you believe that Jesus was an Astronaut as long has you believe
in God, Or an entity unfathomable or unknown A superhuman being of great power and strength just believe and that faith or
positive thinking can get you through.
Only when you put man into the equation do we get religion, wars, ethnic cleansing and all sorts
of abominations etc